This is for future reference to anyone who actually reads this: I am a strong believer in God but am not your "typical" christian. I don't believe "cursing" is wrong because A- nowhere in the bible does it say anything about cursing being bad and B- curse words actually have meanings behind them that aren't bad at all. The word fuck actually has the definition of fornication under consent of the king. Back during the black plague the king commissioned people to go have sex and repopulate England. Those people were called fuckers. The other words have explanations too but I'll talk about this another time. To the point:
I'm so damn tired of being single!
I can't stand it. It's driving me nuts. I want to find the girl who absolutely takes my breath away and who wants me just as bad as I want her. You know, I keep praying and looking but all I get is this combination of fear and passion that tears me apart. I am so passionate to meet a girl who I can share my life with and just be myself around, who will see eye to eye with me on issues that are important, who will understand the meaning of commitment, who will love me until the end. But most importantly, a girl who will understand me. I've been through a lot in my past when it comes to the opposite sex. I need someone who won't freak out and run away when I open up to them. Every time I find a girl who I begin to like I'm so afraid to open up to them because every single time I have before they just freak out and take off in the opposite direction. I want a deep, meaningful, passionate relationship with someone who understands love and what it means. I can't stand being alone. It's not healthy. I want so badly to find the love of my life.
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